reveal what's not seen

time flies

2010-06-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

time really flies. haha. it's been 12 months ++ going on 13 since i'm with my dearest kenny lim yi fei. spent hell lotsa happy moments together, yet with some bitter times... heex..

his 2ntm times. him out to australia for 37 days! him overcoming his fear and passed his 2B license and now riding his dearest aprilia. now that he is in tekong!!!

me struggling over my FYP, exams and then finally i've graduated!! me going for the navy selection board, clearing the 1st part of getting closer to my bond with the navy. went for my medical and fear of my eyesight will cause me to fail! and tomorrow is my napfa! jia you!

Us, bring our son ace home when he was only 2months old. so small so cute. now he's like some monster. hahaa. so big le. but he's still growing!!! bringing him to swim for the 1st time. then on your birthday =)

being together with someone is not just about the happy moments, but it's also the bitter times that we have and will go through together which make us bond closer and mature.

just to say I LOVE YOU =)

fyp. NO MORE!

2010-01-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

finally the day im waiting for is over. now im waiting for sthelse.
waiting for my dearest to give me good news tmr! hubby. JIA YOU!
then the next is after nafa. i need a GOLD! i need a good good running time.
after that will be waiting for the end of ICA week then HOLIDAYS!
here i come!

it's been so long since.

2009-12-12T16:55:00.002+08:00

a month went by since i last blogged.
1st it was my 19th birthday. i had a great time thanks to liran and angeline =)
on the 25th i saw my boyfriend like finally after 37days without seeing him.
he lost weight. shrunk. he's like a little boy going home after a camp trip =) then there was a proposal that was planned! so sweet of that man. they used rose petals to form a heart shape with words saying "MARRY ME". touching leh...haha.
he then had a week of off before returning to camp.
so what happened? we ate like nobody's business! chicken rice.laksa.tze char.KFC.Macdonals. and even spent time watchin 2012 and mulan back to back! my ass hurts! 2012 was great! what about mulan? it's some violent movie luh. and vicky zhao as the main character. girl power! and also vitas special apperance! haha.. we eat.play and slp! ahha. crazy times.
after that was the ICA. plain boring. don really think i'll be able to make it well. expected ba.
now that it's over! and just 9weeks to end of poly life!and to CNY!!! YEAH!
before everything ends. lets chiong for the last stage of this pat of our life! YEAH!

my dearest bought his bike! like finally. and he's like some little boy who just got a new toy car! being so excited about it. thinking what he's gonna do after he pass his TP. haha. my dearest is just so lovable! all the best to him and then i'll get to ride on the bike! yeah!

everything is great today except for...

2009-11-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

let's see. it's the 7th on the saturday. and i went to town with liran and angeline. it's been about 20days since i've been out there.
so today was a trip down to town to scout for some stuff. 1st stop. cineleisure KBox.before we went in.got stopped by some garnier 16 skintone search thingy.register lor =) then went to register for member so i can have like discounts for my birthday =) and it cost me $10! and happen so that the receptionist there is timo's ex-girlfriend. ppl remember me leh~ ahhaa. whatever~

next stop. wheelock. along the way, there were some puma stuff going on so caught again. dang! it's mei ee. took a shot =) next down the road was liran's turn. haha. just before we gotta wheelock. there was the 'ang mo' lil boy sitting on his daddy's shoulders. so cute! he had his index finger in his nose, then the thumb of the same hand in the mouth! very cute wor! hahaa. finally found the waxing salon syah was mentioning about. the cost is quite reasonable =) waxing on the list! NUM is having a one-for-one sales for bikinis!!! so worth it man! urgh! no money~~~ =( doesnt matter. it's till december~! =D

fareast was next. nothing much was done but liran gotta tried some pieces on. the crowd in there was kinda crazy. next back to wisma then ion. then they started the horrible thing! or it was just angeline that started! booby attack! damn it. sickening thing. pissed for awhile. ahha. was fine. down to ion for some shots. crazy,stupid and retarded shots!!!headed back home at about 7. my legs are tired.
got home. had my dinner then out to pay dearest's bill. see, got me as a gf good lor. ahha. met up with the girls again then craving for some beancurd. here we come! beancurd city! DANG! before that we, or rather I bought tampon. cause they mentioned swimming for tmr =) and i'm gonna be dead! gotta slp soon. walked home and laughed like some girls who're DRUNK! fun fun day =)
YEAH!
16days to go and my dearest will be back into my arms again! yeah!

i'm lazy to make it colourful. good night =)

just a dream

2009-11-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

today i woke up with a smile on my face. i dreamt of my brother, sister and dearest coming home! like they are with me. i miss my brother. he's sailing to santiago and will not be back till next year may. so he'll not be around for lunar new year =(
as for my sis, i just saw her yesterday =) she'll be sailing up north to japan. the weather is crazy now, hope she'll be fine. and she'll be back by december! kudos! =)
dearest! he'll be departing aussie on 24th night. so by early 25th i'll get to see him!!! YEAH! it's like just about 3weeks away! jia you.jia you. JIA YOU! =D

yesterday just before dearest move out. he called.
kenny: you still slping?
me: ya. now only 8am lor.
kenny: huh! you dont need go school meh!?
me: today saturday leh...
kenny: isit? hehe. sorry sorry.

i guess he is really bored over there and doesnt really like it. so day and night doesnt make a difference for him. i guess only till he's returning then there will be a difference! =D
waiting for him to be back and i'll be all good =D

yucks. 4weeks more.

2009-10-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

dearest is still so faraway from me. another 26days counting tmr. or can i count it as 25? hmmm.loves love =)
i dread going to SCHOOL! cant a bomb just fall over the school and bomb it down? so probably i wont have to go to school? oh well. *erase* clean off that thinking. or else i wont be able to graduate and get out of this FREAKING place!!!

thanks to this aussie training. i realised that my boyfriend is more than just my boyfriend. he's my companion. a supporter. a lover. a naggy auntie. more more more!!!
lets' get a place after i'm 21 yea? or should i say when i'm 21? LOVES! aishiteru.

25 November!

2009-10-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

will see you at terminal 3 on 25 november in the middle of the night!! love! =D

sam hill, auzzie.

2009-10-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

gone =( lets wait till 24/25 november.

holidays' ending, school's starting, boyfriend's flying.

2009-10-06T13:00:00.003+08:00

just another 2 weeks or so my school holiday is gonna end and lessons gonna resume as per norm. but i so dread going to school. my boyfriend is gonna fly to auzzie just the day before school starts. wonder how am i gonna cope with things when he's not around. one person less to cheer me up, or even to argue with =(
daddy and mummy's over at Indonesia. will only be back on thurs or fri. kinda bored at home without them though.
nothing fantastic happening in life, things are just boring. but oh. i just bought a PSP! =D thanks to my brother =)

to angeline and liran. O's is nearing day by day. start revising all your work =) all the best to O level's takers!

time is going by but nothing is done

2009-09-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

past few days were definately great for me with the company of angeline and liran =) and of course my dearest kenny =D
been hanging around yishun.walking at northpoint, slacking at safra, just a little while at bicycle shop =)
today[24 sep] was even better!
BUT! before the good. i got blamed by limliran who blamed me for waking up late! which apparently i told her to call me to wake me up so that i'll get up.and i didnt have enough slp last night =(
apart from that. met up at yishun with angeline and liran. liran went for a haircut while the 2 of us sit and watch and make fun! hair was done and off to northpoint's toilet! took unglam photos of liran with her new haircut. probably sweet and toot is just across the line. haha. right liran? saw limjinde and gang at sakae while we walked passed. nothing much. probably hating someone is too energy consuming and ah, just let things go =) i must learn to be a grown up. ended up spending money eatin KFC. then walked to safra and had an hour of pool! it'd been quite some time since i played pool. fun =) saw jeffery there too. after pool we went photo taking! random places. did jump shots that kills! kept jumping like mad and got laughed at. interesting day =) probably this can be the thing to distress.
pretty lazy to blog. 3weeks more to him flying to australia walabi...

SUPER GLUE!

2009-09-15T23:55:00.003+08:00

i just so wanna glue myself to you! apparently i can't. just wishing so. =)
probably he's the sweetest thing on earth i've met till now. and probably the last i'll wanna meet. no more! full stop =)
which will come first? tomorrow or the future?

plans plans plans. i'm pretty lazy. have yet laid my fingers on to start on my FYP. which means dead. KILL ME! oh well. i'm rather more excited on what's gonna come after another half a year of studies =)
dearest is planning for my grad trip. or should it be a trip for just the 2 of us? hopefully daddy will be agreeable for that =) anyway there's still 6months ++ more till then. he wanna bring me out to taiwan =) somewhere he's familiar with. all the good food and fun to have. i wanna go to taiwan with dearest! DADDY PLEASEEEEE!!
and i some how asked daddy about it.
me: daddy, can i go overseas after my studies next year?
dad: for what?
me: holiday luh.
dad: you got money meh?
me: got luh.
dad: you got work meh?
me: who says must work then have money? hahhaa.
dang~!i might get to go =)
enrol myself for my car and bike license soon. have been saying that since i dont know when =) get my license and i'll get to drive dad's car. bike license and i'll get to ride my dearest's bike!R15.i'm waiting!

kinda forgot about it =)

2009-09-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

i've been together with my dearest Kenny for 4months!apparently both of us kinda just forgotten about it!but we did have a good meal last night[12th sep].ever since i dont know when yesterday was one of the better meal since =) though we ate had it at a coffee shop. zi char wasnt so bad =) we had "sambal kang kong, tomyam soup, cereal prawn and 'tie ban' toufu" =) just a simple meal though =)
before the dinner, it was a long day at IKEA. 2big man looking at photo frames making decision which took about an hour!!!pretty tiring standing around. gotta play with the trolley. which i dont know why im so happy about. just pushing it about. just some cheap fun =) eventually cabbed back to yishun =) sparing me from the squeezy and long bus ride home.thanks dearest!

something special about my dearest and me. we've got 2days of monthsary which means 2days for anniversary =) weird right? buddy kok. liran and some others know why =) carry on about that some other time when i remember. =D

i kinda miss my buddy kok!hasnt seen her since.i dont know when.

boring holiday

2009-09-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

apparently nothing interesting have been happening in my life!
all that i'd been doing is just, eat, watch tv, sleep, softball, crapping with friends[liran!usually] or just rotting my time away!
something pretty interesting to share.but no offence.
i've been pretty curious why some guys, majority malay [i'm not trying to be racist here!], like to wear their cap up so high creating such HUGE space above their head. telling me they want a bigger head with bigger brains? i have a friend [not revealing who], who said this. they just wanna keep a packet of nasi lemak in the gap!!! so today, i just thought of something and i told liran about it. so what if some day you walk up to a guy with that kinda style of wearing cap and say,
"hey bro, can i have a pac of nasi lemak not?" what's gonna happen? hahhahaha.
liran replied me with, "how many packet you want?"
me: your cap can keep alot?
liran: no.no.no. i ask all my friend come down.
us: laughing like mad!!!
okok.i'm very mean! but my friend who told me the nasi lemakthing is worse!!!

went back to school during softball trg time.but i wasnt down to train.just to accompany liran back to get her drawing block.but started chatting with my beloved ms xu ting ting instead =) interesting topic. BGR. [i'm lazy to elaborate =) ] and we chatted on and suddenly mentioned about ALEX CHING. this reminded me that i have yet been meeting up or even catch up with any of my sec sch mates. i miss my sec sch life. and apparently I HATE MY POLY LIFE!!! except that i met som nice friends, people like mongying,felicia,sheng ting =) and some others. including those seniors who'd graduated.

5 weeks to my dearest flying off to australia for training and away from me for 37days!!!

i feel so blessed =)

2009-08-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

i just so love my dearest kenny! =) ok.whatever.yea. but just ranting =)
training back in secondary school isnt so bad. but just hoping that the girls team will not just be disband because of people who have negative thinking.even before giving yourself and others the chance of competing with others, probably you lost to yourself by not even giving it a shot by continuing training. giving up on oneself means declaring defeat even before the race starts!
so on and so forth. the list goes on. =)
i'm gonna be challenging myself to my current limit in another weeks time.though it's just 10km. but it's 10km!!!hahaha. gonna give it a shot and i'm so gonna complete my 1st race =) a step closer to me, going for my standard chartered run!!!hahahhaa..
lose weight. keep fit. lets live a HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!!! =)
cheers! =)

soon to come.lets have some nutritional immunology lesson =)

I'm back AGAIN! =)

2009-08-23T17:45:00.001+08:00

yup yup. with the help of limliran. i changed my skin. and yes, i'm back to blogging as holidays started.
both happy and sad. happy cause i have a break from school for 2 months. sad cause it means 2months to my dearest flying far far away from me =(

and yes. i have to started training to shed some kilos off my fat body. so i have like 2weeks more to lose another 6kg!!!jia you lin bixia!!!

it's been so long

2009-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

i'm back again! i bet people forgot that i've got a blog. hahaha. doesnt matter. i myself seldom blog. so to people who still reads my blog. yes im back to blogging =)
it'd been 3months since i last entered here. so lets update. what had happened so far?
currently im attached again. yes, it's like announced in facebook. hahhaa.
my buddy had her birthday cake from me again.
oh ya! i got myself a tattoo on my lower back like 2months ago =)
what a painful treat from my dearest kenny. hahaha.
life is great as long as there's no school. it's already the 2nd term of the 1st sem. meaning, i have only another half a year to go before i end my studies in poly! NO!!! work's gonna come next. oh well. whatever. i shall take things one at a step.
it seems like im building a stone castle for myself. cordon off everyone. probably it's just myself.
oh well. only one part of my life aint good. the others are well and good =) at least im happy when im out of school, not thinking about work =)
as for photos. refer to my facebook luh huh. too lazy to upload here. I AM A LAZY PIG!

10th year anni concert in opss

2009-04-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

OMT!!! im feeling so excited about today!!!

ask me why ask me why!!! hahhaa..

there'll be a concert in school and i'll be getting to see my friends and teachers!!and i get to dress up!!! YEAH!

ok like whatever..aahahaa..im just excited.

it's nowhere other than my secondary school.which is just like across my place. doesnt matter.

hopefully shin will be able to make it there with a ticket.

10th year anniversary!the school's surviving..ahahhaaha...

people who are reading my blog..

photos to be uploaded soon uh... =) my soon will be soon luh..hahahahaa.

just wait..if not go to facebook! =X

to be updated with photos soon

2009-03-24T22:12:00.002+08:00

BLOG TO BE UPDATED WITH PHOTOS SOON!
hopefully the mood comes soon enough =) heex

i wanna blog!

2009-03-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TO BLOG!!!

supposedly to be cycling at UBIN today. but due to bad weather, change of plans.
went for lunch at wisma food republic.then movie at shaw house. to be watching "coming soon".but its too late so change to "mall cop" =)
funny movie.pretty interesting =D
after all the eating and movie. went on to heerens to get my real BELATED birthday gifts from my GFs =D. I GOT MY PARTY TANK FROM NUM!!!like finally luh =D
i saw the JP SOFTBALL tank.but brown in colour and no sizes.so i got the personal trainer tank =D white!!
went to coffee bean for a drink and some cheese cake =)
finally i met you girls again! soon we'll meet again =D

THANKS to FELICIA, MONGYING and SHENGTING !!!! you girls made my day better!!

went back to khatib and met PINGPING, BITCH wong, CONStance, CHENG etc etc at buddies.
good to see bitch..ahahhaa...funny fella...nothing much afterall.
im back at home.

ANYONE WANNA BRING ME OUT FOR A SPIN!?!?!hahahhaaa...

wth..

2009-02-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

am i doing everything wrong?

FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

not good yet not so bad...

2009-02-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

Holidays have finally started...

life have been alright for me, not bad yet not so good..

year2 is over and the 3rd year will start just in another 8weeks...

valentines wasnt that bad..watch bridal wars with huiqi at Tampinies mall...then went to meet musang,johnson and xiaoK at Tanjong Katong...and off we go to M'sia for supper...the food was good uh...but so feel like puking, thanks to gastric...

lets move on..

had my day back in secondary school..rain came and no training in the field, this means ... ...

PHYSICAL!!!

finally a chance to have physical training.

feel so sorry for my juniors who have to take my yellings..ahahhaa..mean mean mean me..

training again with the girls is just such a great feeling, back to the days of my secondary school life...how i really wish time can stay...time to burn all the fats away!!!

never bring me down, for u can never do that..

any job to intro?!?!

2009-02-04T01:10:00.003+08:00

Always TREASURE what you have at this moment.
never REGRET the changes that may occur when lost.

enjoying each and every second of my life when i can.

everything had changed, it's no longer the same as before.

so have i changed.

the only thing that never changes is "change"

seems profound? it's not, just think about it.

nothing will stay constant forever, it'll just keep changing.

CNY CNY

2009-01-30T00:50:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese new year!!
the year of Ox. hopefully it'll be a good year ahead =D

so what have i been up to lately?
basically hanging out with my buddy! friends since the age of 10?hahahaa.
cool huh?
when the clock strike 12 that marks the start of the Lunar new year, im with my buddy and arthur [random]. then slacked under void deck till lik 3am?
and woke up only at 10am..spent almost half the day out and collected most of the ang baos from my family members..ahhahaa...cool right?
after that it was kinda boring till i found enough khakis for mahjong session!!!hahhahaa...
didnt win but was fun luh..met my buddy and slacked, then went to a friend hse to ton!!didnt have enough sleep man.
went to meet beanstalk at like 6?had our dinner at TampiniesMall's pizza hut.
the drinks were horrible, the pasta tasted like eww, the service isnt so good, but the nicest thing there was the company of kok and beanstalk.

19 30 = 7:30pm
trained down to payalebar to make our way down to potato's hse. but he picked us up instead along with his brother. down to kallang drive-through mac, tabao and off we go to his house!
a very comfy house he got.mahjong-ed again!but it was fun luh. playing with barry, beanstalk and potato. didnt really lose much =D

kok and i cabbed home from potato's place. it cost us each like $10?from tanjong katong back to yishun with mid-night charge, if without it, it's only like $7 each?haahahahaa

school was crapp..nothing to mention about it.
i love my life! except for the school part luh...i prefer to be out with my friends! =D
buddy- kok HUIQI!!!you've my LOVE! =D

IM IN RP!!

2009-01-23T12:09:00.003+08:00

guess where am i at currently!?!
IM AT RP!!!
im with my buddy - kok..
this is due to having nothing better to do after having 1.5hour class!!!
dont know why on earth im doing here when im tired..
but quite fun luh...

and and...this place seriously seriously looks like some HOSPITAL!!!with private wards all around you...
probably they should paint it with a little more colours then it'll look like the childrens ward!! =D

i miss someone? seems weird...

what if?

2009-01-22T13:22:00.002+08:00

these days have been hanging out with my buddy-kok.
and talking all about Potato and the beanstalk.
saying if we really get together, means that the 4 of us will definately stick together..
hmmm...seeing kok like time to time..hahaha..not a bad idea right?
since pri school, then sec3 onwards till now...
probably about 9years?quite cool huh?moreover we live just opposite blocks..
IT'S DAMN COOL CAN!!!!hahahhahaha...

ytd was a day out with kok, and kheng...kok 1st then met up with kheng..
this will take you a little imagination[if you do have any]
me: Fuc* you la
kok: F me no baby
me: i know dont have cause i don have a cock, but you are ONE!so u come inside me la

DAMN GROSS!!!didnt know why this thing just came out of my mouth!!!hahahhaa..
but we're laughing like mad...

dont know what to continue...

just hope that everything will be fine for that potato. sometimes, it just doesnt pay one to be good to others.
so meaning, lets be MEAN!muahahhaha...

I HATE YOU!!

2009-01-16T00:08:00.004+08:00

just let me take off

I

2009-01-16T00:08:00.001+08:00

2009-01-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

quoting from my buddy's blog

because of you, i've learn to put things down.
and because of you,
i've learnt to live without you and still being happy.
because of you who is living in my heart,
i've learnt to love and give.
because of you

some how i wish i can really let it go.
please let me be heartless

quote

2009-01-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

quoting from what my sis said:
"NO.i dont wanna move, this is in a shopping centre"
ahahhahaa..laughs at sis.
This happened when i asked her to move to the left side of the escalator when we're at city link!!!

let me kill all men on earth

2009-01-08T01:11:00.003+08:00

why cant man just stop thinking with their brainless head?
probably because the 1 above their neck is just filled with grass or probably piles of SHIT.

dont ever let me see what i'd thought of come true.
you aint gonna live in PEACE.
so are you-bitch.
friend?never possible.

FUCK OFF and GET OUTTA MY LIFE

for a better year

2009-01-03T12:15:00.003+08:00

GOOD NEWS!!
i just got my hair cut! =D heex..
i'm loving it =D

for a better year, later on im goin out SHOPPING!!
thanks to jiejie i can go shopping, cause my mama is crasy for not wanting to give me $$.
jiejie is back, but my gor gor is gone..he went sailing to thailand. hope he'll be fine =)

my NYR-new year resolution
1. trim and keep fit[play contact rugby!]
2. get a job
3. save lotsa $$
4. pamper myself[buying all my brands and wants!!]
5. DONT GET A BOYFRIEND!!

lets hope that 2009 will be a good year for people whom i know, who knows me, and of course MYSELF!

my meals for the past few days

2009-01-01T22:26:00.003+08:00

so what have i been puttin in to my stomach since 27th dec?
2plain prata, small bowl of fried rice.
1 tiny slice of log cake, a small bowl of maggie.
a few spoons of "muay fan"[sth lik porridge]
1 hotdog bun, small bowl of curry rice, strawberries from korea, truffles chocolates.
few piece of sushi, nachos from gv, 2mouthfu; of beehoon.

tadah...no more...i guess i really ate ALOT!
haahaa...
sch started for 1 week liao...si bei sian arh...

im too tired to do anything, to start everything all over again. bull SHIT!

happy new year to all...lets have a good year ahead of us!

6weeks more of school to my holidays~

21st dec '08-ubin cycling trip with tor

2008-12-23T14:38:00.004+08:00

im to lazy to blog about everything..

but this-I MUST BLOG!!

because it's my 1st time cycling at ubin!!!best of all-with my bf and friends!

21st december 2008-sunday

woke up early in the morning just to bathe and get ready for the GREAT day ahead!

leftmy bf's hse at about 8.30am, bused down to yishun interchange to meet the rest.

went for breakfast at S11 while waiting for the others to arrive.

i had "ba chor mee", same as my bf..at about 10 we left yishun and off we go for UBIN!!!

there were 14 of us-morier,amrit,leslie,zheng kai,chee hong, sean, kok siong, zeng, jessi, owen, omella, veron, arthur and me of course. =D anthony joined us later in the day.which made it 15!

at about noon, FINALLY we arrived at ubin! =D

time to rent our bikes~!!

got it real cheap...5 bucks..got it done and we're all ready to go!!!

nothing much at the beginning until we went off track!

i kinda regretted it when i 1st tried to make my way in with morier infront of me..

but he said sth lik this to me, "after choosing a path to go, nevery regret what you've chosen". i do agree to what he said.all of us went in except for jessi,veron and zeng...

going off track was kinda crasy, it was totally bumpy!if you cant control your bike please kindly get off and push!for safety reasons!

1 of the slope was crasy, i got down and push my bike, someone actually FELL!almost down the "cliff"..damn scary..

on we went and there was a plank down the slope, a see-saw plank..morier just went down and tried, so did some others. the worst try was from chee hong..he went down the slope, up the plank, and at the mid of the plank he fell off with his head 1st!but lucky him, no serious injuries...

we headed back to the jetty to meet up with anthony, while some had their lunch.that was like after cycling for 2hours..

nua-ed till about an hour, then we set off cycling again..then we're seperated into 3 groups!

1 group slacking while waiting for those to change their bike to catch up, the other group went into another track which is said to be unsafe.

the group met up with us and rested while waiting for those who went off track to come back..and surprise SURPRISE!!!they came out with their legs and bike tires covered in mud! YUCKS!!!!but luckily all the boyfriends are still clean!heex =D

cycle cycle and cycle!!!went to a place and the boar is there!!sleeping!=D

the girls fed the rabbits, the guys with mudded legs went washing [except for cheehong, he emo la, they never ask him along]

after the watching, feeding and washing, CYCLE!

came to a point where morier started doing his motor GP winning pose..hahaha..i dont have that picture!

instead of making our way back to the jetty, we took another route, which in the end we found out that the way out was CLOSED!!!before we gotta know that, my bf and friends almost fought with a retarded cyclist la..don mention le...

when we knew that the way out was closed we had to make our way back to the jetty le..and i feel so abandoned!!!by my boyfriend, he went way before me and left me at the back with the others...and it was real quick for the way back to the jetty...as most of the way was down slope!!heex.. feel damn dehydrated!!!boat back to changi..

and i had to cab off to amk for my granddad's birthday...and i had yummy food!!!heeheex..

so tired!!!the cab that i took was driven by an uncle who was retrenched from a korea shipping company 7months ago!and he worked as a planner...cool la!!!

IM TOO LAZY TO BLOG LE!!!photos at my face book...when im free i will upload here la..

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=767274803&ref=profile

reflection - christina

2008-12-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every dayIt's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2008-12-10T15:05:00.007+08:00

with my dearest teacher:- mr rodney yeo

chyening

THE NIGHT AT YISHUN SAFRA BOWL-the cute cute bowler; definate laughs when you see how she bowl. nice girl.

the striker who never gets a turkey. and he copies my YEASH! pose >.<

the 1 who releases the ball into the NEXT LANE!!

bowling

2008-12-09T01:31:00.002+08:00

basically im just updating for the sake of people who reads my blog..
cant really remember what i've been up to..just that exams are over on friday..
and i went to meet my dearest MR YEO! like finally.. for lunch..
=D he lost weight lik seriously..hahaha..good to see him again..

as for saturday i rotted home with bf, then went to temple at night, then went to safra bowl at about 11+?
my 1st time playin bowling..and i had the 1st strike!!YEAH!
but after that..don say la huh..ahahaa...

sunday and monday was a rest home day...
just that i had dinner at chong pang with my dad,mum,bro and maid at chong pang..it's been a long time...
bf is back at camp..and hope this will be a smooth week for him...

IM SOOOOO EXCITED!!!for the days ahead...
1. chalet is coming...
2. IM GOIN UBIN TO CYCLE!!
and lastly...in 2weeks or so to come..it's a big day! =D
hopefully the thing i've been paranoid about will just budge...go away...leave us alone!!
hopefully, im really just being paranoid...

pictures will be up soon, as if u know...it's 1:37am!!!

2008-12-03T17:22:00.001+08:00

can everything in life just be so beautiful?

this picture isnt searched-it's hawaii[taken by my brother]

ica

2008-12-01T19:11:00.003+08:00

tests are on NOW!!this week!!

im dead..oh well..

study study study!!

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!!!

change is the only thing that doesnt change...

muscle ache

2008-11-22T12:04:00.003+08:00

yesterday was great..
but i didnt get to meet mr yeo, he cant make it...
so probably 2weeks later...

training was good..but really disappointing, many didnt turn up for training...
probably, hopefully, this wouldnt last through out the whole hols..
i just so love batting..hahhaa..bat till my hand so pain la!!!only a few outfield fly...but still alright..not rusty..
so i gotta know that i couldnt meet mr yeo, guess what i did..
I WENT SWIMMING!!this time with chye ning and jamie..
1st time that i went swimmin at about 2.30pm...and and..i swam 18 LAPS!!!
cool huh?hahaha..something happened at the pool..about a lifeguard talking to us...shall not elaborate...

currently my body is aching like dont know what luh...guess it's a god thing i exercised?hahha..
boyfriend is coming out so soon!!!

MR YEO!!

2008-11-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

so what's the big deal about tomorrow?
firstly, i dont have to go to school tomorrow.
secondly, im going back to secondary school for SOFTBALL TRG WITH CHYE NING!!!
LASTLY!!!
this is very very important!!!!
IM MEETING MR RODNEY YEO!!!muahahahhahaha....

and and and....
SATURDAY IS COMING!!!
meaning im gonna see my boyfriend!!!
miss him loads...

i've been meetin up with kok these days talking kok with her..ahahahaaa
tomorrow is the loveliest day!!but even better if i can see my boyfriend...

my birthday

2008-11-13T19:12:00.003+08:00

nothing interesting about my 18th birthday, except..i, or rather we[amelia,cheryl,erwin and yq] got screened by police when they came to surprise me!!hahaha..18 only jit tao kanna screen..how lucky eh?hahhaa

before my birthday my boyfriend got me my necklace!i love it...heex..

thank you my dear!

what do i want to do?

1.SING K!!

2.GO DRINKING!!!

still got alot alot..but so lazy la...

my boyfriend's coming out soon!!!i love him so much!!!

PICTURE TIME!!!

he brought me up to the roof terrace...

we shares the same birthdate!!i mean day/month/year!!!

can go to yenru's blog to view the evidence!

http://mickeynminnie-yenru.blogspot.com/the necklace he gave me..isnt it lovely?

tmr is my 18th birthday!!

2008-11-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY IS JUST FEW HOURS AWAY!!!

im gonna be LEGAL!!! finally..hahahaa

though tomorrow my boyfriend wouldnt be out with me..but he got me my present!!

a necklace...lovely =D will upload the picture that i took, soon!!

havent been uploading photos..

I WANNA SING K!!!

la la la...happy birthday to me in advance!!!heex..

im so waiting for my bf to bring me outta drink!heex..

people: make a wish tomorrow[11th November] @ 11:11am...

your dream may come true..

my boyfriend has got my heart and my friends have my love!!

tomorrow im have fruit cake!!!YEAH!!

gifts?!!!

2008-11-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

OH MY TIAN!!!
I am gonna age in few days time...Happy..but not so..why:-
mainly because my boyfriend aint gonna be around!and im not sure of what i wanna do.
im currently so into dresses and bags and clutches!!!
how about a "fossil fifty-four casey clutch"?hahhaa..

friday im gonna swim after school, then im goin SHOPPING!!
oh well..it's the 4th week since school started..time flies...it really flies...
dont wanna blog le...i just wanna shop for shawl,sandals,tops etc etc!!too many to mention...

im so proud of my boy because he scored FULL MARKS for his test today!!!heex..

saturday evening there's a wedding dinner to attend, sunday i'll be stuck to my boyfriend...
I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!!
O levels faster end..then training faster resume!then i can go bac to school for training!!
then i can meet up with my juniors and my teacher!!

excited excited..but never in school..
good night! =D

feelings

2008-10-30T21:36:00.004+08:00

to hate and to love the one i hate..
hahaha...contridiction...
~~tomorrow i wont be going to sch~~
cool uh?

i miss my secondary school days..but i know i can be back in there or even to keep living in that..
the thing that will never change is CHANGE..does it sound profound?hahahaa..read it again and you'll understand..
i felt kinda casted aside in school...dont know why...but i just feel so...
so for me..it really feels good for me to see someone who i know is real to me...the kinda smile received,it just brightens up my day...
probably those are then what i call friends?
school is currently just a place for me to study, after school...

*POOF*
~~im gone...out of school, somewhere, but just nowhere to be seen by classmates...~~
boyfriend means alot to me...probably because my friends are just too busy to be there for me all the time..it's time to be a real grown up and start to get use to the life of being alone...the cruel truth...

my birthday's coming so are the others...
people like YeeSuan-whom invited me to her chalet which is on monday![10nov]
Yenru-someone who shares the same birthdate and YEAR as me!!same day born!
marcus soh-we share the same birthdate...
huiping-i dont know what she want...but she booked me on 14 OR 15nov..probably a fri i hope...
hmmm..whoelse?too many to list...
my birthday..i dont know what to do about it...but i always make a big fuss about it...hahahha..i've got 1 birthday gift up le!hahhaa...excited seh...
oh well...im gonna spend my birthday in school, and home..without my dearest boyfriend...or mayb he have NIGHTs OUT!!!heex...

wish me a speedy recovery with lotsa chocolates!!! =D

stupid cough

2008-10-30T18:15:00.002+08:00

im coughing so badly!!

it's been going on for about 1week le!!

it's been very bad...

ytd i sent a sms to my dearest boyfriend...so what's it?

i probably have to start learning how to leave without him..

soon,months later he should be out of singapore[goin to taiwan!]..

now he start course le.meaning he'll only be home on saturdays and sundays..

usually i have him to me on weekdays evening..but now he's gone on weekdays...

have to get used to not having him being around me...

if not he go to taiwan im so gonna die!!!

cause it'll probably be 6months...

birthday's coming but im down with cough..

devapali

2008-10-27T12:50:00.003+08:00

today's a public holiday but IM STUCK AT HOME!!

my bf is back in camp for duty..and i've got nth to do and no where to go!!

oh well..whatever..

damn mosquitos la!!!sting me...im itching like dono what...

the weather is eff-ing hot like dono what...cant it be any cooler than this!!!

the past 1 week.

2008-10-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

so what have i been up to???

other then school, home and my boyfriend..nothingelse..

EXCEPT!friday i went SWIMMING!!at yishun safra again...

but this time round, it's with my bf's sis, constance & alanPEA...

darn fun i tell you, other then the fact that i got a cut on my finger...

I SWAM 5LAPS!!![not continuously la]

but for me i think is not bad le lor..heex..at least now i can swim..YEAH! ^.^

later in the day i met mongying and samantha at lot1 for dinner...ajisen ramen...not bad la..'my bf was there too..heex..good to meet up...

nothing much i wanna blog about...

tmr is a "holiday"..but my bf is back in camp for duty..so... ...

i have no plans!!!whatever..at least he got off on wed...

off to bed...aite-nights..

sch started

2008-10-17T22:02:00.004+08:00

1week went by and that marks the end of the 1st week of school...

the modules for this sem are lik WAOH!so much to digest..

havent been studying for like the past 9.5months...and suddenly digest system not working!brain block!i need to unblock...

school was fine...

things happened at home yesterday...not so nice to talk about..but i'll remember the day, 16 Oct 2008...

today!i had TCC sandwiches for breakfast!it's YUM YUM YUMMY!!!it's from kok...thanks girl!

stayed in school for just like 3hours...1h45m of lesson then another hour plus to complete the work with Farhana..quite efficient k...

train back home, and guess who i saw?! i saw sissy!i mean jerren...sissy is his name since like 4yrs ago..thats damn long..

today is the Graduation ceremony for the O level takers and the Ns people...

in the morning i met PAULINE!my nu'er..she so ke ai leh..hahahahaa...love her..

afternoon, met Peiling[Teo], suyi and sharon[new friend] at buddy...so did i see marcus and bingshun...marcus said "pek shia!our birthday coming le arh!" yea soon...4weeks ltr...very soon i'll be 18!!

the weather wasnt good..raining...so my bf was around too...just to bring me the umbrella...

[[fastforward]]

went to my bf hse with peiling,waitin for the rain to stop, cause we're goin to SWIM!!!

oh ya!before gettin to my bf hse..i saw MATTHIAS!!!

ok i swam this afternoon at yishun safra!!!i had fun!again...heex...lets swim swim swim...

tomorrow- eh...goin out with my bf and his friends...

im off to bed..

I NEED MY SLEEP!!!!

swimming~!!!

2008-10-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

so what about yesterday?

I WENT SWIMMING~!!!
supposed to be going to the gym with PeiLing[Teo]..BUT!not what i expected, the gym is like FLOODED!!so many many people la...
so we went jogging at the stadium 1st..nothing much done, went back to the gym but still flooded with people..
so... ... we decided to go home to change and go SWIMMING!!!
constructive leh...i mean we kept swimming...heex...quite fun arh...
after 2hour or so...went to bathe and yeah!clean water is good...im so gonna go to safra for swim next time...after the swim we went to have our baked potato!!!yeah!i have a potato mate now..ahhahaa..

so this is my plan when sch starts...hopefully i can keep this up...
wed/thurs i can go swimming...and on friday...which my lesson ends like bloody early, i can go to the gym and YOGA! at night...
hope fully can keep it up...

tomorrow's sentosa with amelia,erwin,yq n gf,alex n gf, cheryl,kath AND MY BOYFRIEND!!yeah! and im so gonna get my bag tomorrow!!!yeah yeah yeah!!!hahahahhahaa

room clearing day...

2008-10-08T14:07:00.003+08:00

nothing much have been done and i spent 3hours or rather 4 yesterday to clear the tonnes of stuff i have in my room..and what was found and thrown?

1. papers that i've been keeping since year 2005!that's like 3years back..

2. even more papers of year 2006!!all thrown away..

3. eh...this will continue later..

i just so love packing up my room...it just brings back all the fond memories i had i secondary school days...i so love secondary school!!!I WANNA BE 14 AGAIN!!

there are:-

-journals of the sec 2 days..

-the neoprints that i'd took![spent bloody hundreds of dollars for that]...

-sec4 class photos

-and the year book...it just bring back all the yesterdays..

-my 14th birthday presents!!1 which was from minghong, and actually also david and zicheng![i just found out like yesterday?!]hahahaa...

i'm like already 17 goin on 18 soon in a month plus time...cant people just stop growing?

room packing time again...more stuff this time...probably even some from my primary school days?! hahahhahahaa...time to clear the dust!

2008-10-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

nothing much have been happening in my life...it's peaceful but yet to say, it's too boring!!

last saturday[4 Oct], went to chinatown with my MANfriend[inbetween joke], his mummy and sis for DIM SUM!!!went to yum cha..yum yum...ate quite alot ba...but im not sure how much is the bill, cause his mummy foot the bill when i was in the ladies..

after our "breakfast", we went to the heritage thingy, it cost $9.80 if you dont have a student pass or some other cards...if you have student pass, it's only $4..see the difference?!things in there quite interesting...probably cause i like history?hahahaa..do go take alook yea?

end of the tour...we went shopping!!it's OMT!!!I'm so into dresses now..surprise surprise?hahhaaa..tried on a tube dress..NICE!but $30 and i dont really wear..so forget it la..ended up buying a skirt...heex...im so gonna change my wardrobe!!and i realised something...shopping with my boyfriend isnt that bad luh... =D

then went to the, eh...dont know what building is that..then bought titbits and all, i walked till my foot hurts!!!i guess we spent almost 2hours walking in there..then his mama went home and we 3 went to meet their cousins..spent the evening at his cousin's house and bus home...

sunday[5 Oct] slacked at home then went to amk hub at about 6 in the evening with my dearest manfriend and buddy...walked around, and i tried on 2 tops. the 1st was horrible and the 2nd was not so bad, if im not wrong it's the kimono kinda top...nice can...omt omt...im having some obsession...

then went to have the baked potato thingy, the service was not so good, but the boss is really polite [i like his kinda attitude towards his customers]..the potato was yumyum to me...but probbaly you'll get sick of it when you're about to finish the potato..the price is not so cheap to say for 10pieces of calamari that cost you $5.90? not so sure la...then train back home...

no pictures taken recently and i have my tann again!

ok im so gonna pack my room now..

9months le!

2008-09-29T12:50:00.008+08:00

back to blog...

i had a great weekend man...

saturday went to watch HOUSE BUNNY!!with felicia, mongying, shengting, my boyfriend and kok...it's damn funny la...before the movie, i met huimin at the ladies!!!and i started laughing like mad..hahahahaa..i dont know why, but just yea..laughed like mad...after movie was subway, then back home for mahjong session!then goodnight...

sunday- 9months le!!!and still counting! hahahaa..

so what's so great about this sunday thing..i went SWIMMING!at yishun safra..and and the best thing is..my boyfriend was with me!heex..and so was my brother, his sister and our friend huiqi...so it started off with the girls soaking in the pool..then i tried to swim with the goggles on...my bro tried to teach me how to swim..all i have to do was to keep on trying!it came to a point where we lazed by the side of the pool...then me and my bf went to the other side and he started rolling off the ground into the pool..fun eh..but i don wanna try arh...

swim swim swim~~~then after my bro completed his 21laps, we started doing stupid things...my dearest boyfriend carried me on his shoulders and threw me off himasshole...I WAS SCREAMING LIKE MAD![and i drew all the attention*shy*]...playing scissors,paper, stone in the water...then i started to swim without the goggles!!!yea!!!wonderful attempt..hahahaa..about 2 we went to bathe then lunch!at 925 for chicken rice..dead tired!then went home, done the stuff my mum got me to do...then to my bf hse for dry swimming![mahjong] i won money!!hahhaaa..ok nuts...then had dinner and bed time!earlier, much much earlier then usual...

everything was great except for the fact that i got sunburnt!!![thats the cause of not going under the sun for more then half a year!]

pictures time!

look at this 2 kids...he was playin with tamagochi what a lover..hahahaai was playin with my tamagochi!

look at her teeth!i did that on purpose la..this was taken on purpose!

6months overseas leh..

2008-09-22T14:36:00.002+08:00

there goes my dear boyfriend in camp...
woke up at about 7 this morning.. washed up and sent him down to wait for cab... there came the cab and he's gone..
made my way home and SLEEP!!!3hours extra of sleep and cant laze on my bed anymore...got up, wash up again then went to have my "breakfast" with my daddy..
boyfriend call liao...this is so damn important...

he's got a chance to go to Taiwan [i think] for training...BUT!!! it's for a period of 6MONTHS!!!with a monthly pay of $1600, why not? but 6months, say short not short, say long not long...aiya dont know la...but i feel it's really a good chance for him lor...6months cant see him?HOW!!!???
anyway, nothing's confirmed yet... wait and see how ba...

i love my boyfriend!!!

sembawang-driver

2008-09-21T12:08:00.002+08:00

1 week gone just like that...
tomorrow my boyfriend gonna report to the camp le.. sembawang camp be driver..
god thing is that he wanna be get there, near to his house, can have free license... BUT!! it's a bad thing as it's gonna be a eat and grow fat process for him..

tomorrow's gonna be the start of my holidays without my boyfriend...but nevermind.then i have to start doing the things i was suppose to be doing since the start of my holidays!!!ahhh....whatever...

boyfriend has got my love~~~

tamagochi~~

2008-09-18T14:58:00.009+08:00

oh ya...somemore to say

on sunday went to mount faber safra for dinner..JAP FOOD!!!

brought along my boyfriend and my buddy kok...what good life they have to have a gf and a friend lik me..ahahhahaa...dinner was great..after that went to vivo...hahhaa..and this somehow burnt a hole in my bf's wallet..ahhahaa...was there with him and kok 1st while waiting for my mum and sis..

boyfriend: eh wanna go toy r us not?

me n kok: OKOK!!!

the moment we entered...

me: i want tamagochi!!

boyfriend: you wan huh...buy lor...

me: really?

boyfriend: ya, u want not.don wan then nvm

me: OK!!!YEAH!

hahaha..that moment caused him 50bucks!!!heex..so love him..

yesterday night he hugged me to sleep!!yeah!!hahaha...he's just so sweet!but seldom arh...hahahhaa...

after me gettin my tama, kok also went to get one! im so gona have her to mate with mine!

holiday holiday

2008-09-18T14:58:00.005+08:00

holiday le!!!finally..

itp finally came to an end...i do miss my supervisor there..hahaha..next week go back there...

after 6pm, the last day..i went for dinner with my lovely boyfriend!!!we went to "aisan kitchen" [if im not wrong about the name]

ate alot...and i ate things that im not suposed to...had some spicy noodles with softshell crab, sour plum juice, xiao long bao, guo tie, and dessert!mango sago...my bf had beef noodles...

lazy to type le arh..pictures time!!!

spot the botak contest - search for my bf [i dont even know where the hell is he!!]

ok there goes my hottie, he's back in tekong for guard duty....suay la..during bmt no duty...during block leave kanna..

now im left with nothing much to do!!cause im too lazy to pack my room!!!

i miss him so much

2008-09-03T15:29:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!

though it's not like i never see him last week..but i still miss him loads..

attachment is finally nearing the last day..meaning im gonna have my hols and i dont have to work anymore!until i graduate...cant time just like ZOOM! then become next friday le?

i just spent some money on buying mooncake for his mummy..cause his mummy really very nice to me! ok la...i bought it not cause the mooncake is damn nice damn special..it's because the package is quite nice....which i think his mummy will like it..

I WANNA END THIS WHOLE THING AND START TO MIA!!!!

sister is back at home..so happy la..she bought me lunch ytd..though is just mos burger but YEAH!she bought me lunch...and someone is home with me!

another happy thing coming is..

my brother is coming back too!!!this friday..i dont think i can fetch him from changi naval base...but im so gonna see him at home!and i think im gonna have just more chocolates from him!cause he went to Japan..and im soooooooo gonna bug him to let me see ALL the beautiful photo shots he took!!!

arh...back to work~ doesnt seems like i have things to do~

8th month

2008-08-28T10:20:00.004+08:00

8 months le! and still counting till forever? i hope..

been together for 8months. you've suffered quite alot ba dede?

i'd done things to piss you off, upset you, i think i've been bad enough le ba?

my apologies for everything.. im so fortunate to have you, dede...

because, if it was some1else, probably that guy would have dumped me long ago?

but you, i believe that you hope that im maturing from time to time so that i'll stop pissing you off yea?heex..i'll try yea?promise...

friends whom i've said this to will know.

i want a boyfriend who'll give me security, make me laugh when im down etc etc...and the very imtportant 1, the guy who'll scold me, argue with me, and also to tell me off when i'm wrong, instead of apologizing to me when he've done nuts...

somehow, i feel, i've found that in him...my lovely boyfriend..

he've done things just to make me smile when im down. make me laugh like mad with the stupid "twin sister act" of his. yelled at me to talk sense into me [though i always seems so unconcerned] etc etc. he'd made me learnt what i've to learn in my life, somehow.

ashiteru - i love my boy! he's becoming a man :)

im wearing his Everlast watch now [he forgot to wear it to camp!], it has got his smell! heex...

NUM BAG COMING MY WAY~~~

2008-08-26T15:04:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!

i've got my 2nd last pay, which means i have MONEY! and im so gonna buy my big big big BAG!!!but i have to do something really stupid [do you have a bag that cos $198?]

I'm in such a good mood la..

until my bf told me something..spoiler seh...

he's gonna go drinking on the night of his POP with his bunkmates...

DAMN!i so hate that...he wont allow me to tag along!!!

EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssHHHHH!!!

he so better not get drunk if not im gonna shove a liqour bottle up his ass!!!

I'm so irritated!!!

but at least..finally after this week, 2weeks more to go!!!

13 days of working days left! yeah!!!

wondering

2008-08-19T14:55:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder... why...

argh...crap..don wanna blog le la...

FUCK THIS DAMN ITP!!!

dede's having 16km road march..
JIA YOU!!!

dede met daddy n mummy!

2008-08-18T14:18:00.005+08:00

this is like one of the BEST saturday that i've ever had in this year man!!!damn cool~!!! i tell you why..

met my boyfriend at the voiddeck then went up to his house, cause i wasnt able to enter the house as like no1 was in la...he came then he called me stupid...always arh...ok im not that smart..so nvm..he had his lunch (blah blah blah-fast forward) his mum was home doing stuff in the kitchen so i chatted with her as i cant fall asleep! [lets call his mum Aunty-easier arh] so auntie was talking about her childhood days, it's really tough on her..imagine having a evil step-mama...(blahblah blah) so Aunty started saying about Uncle[her husband]..his temper, attitude, character, personalities [basically EVERYTHING!]...then i realise something..this is really so like father like son man..both of them are almost exactly the same sia...

then Aunty asked, "is he romantic?"

me: hahahhaa...ehhh....ooooooooook la..ahhaha..

Aunty: aiya he romantic when he got time and got the mood then romantic de la...

me: something like that la..*laughs even more*

Aunty: ya la, like his father[Uncle] la, once in a while lor..like woodblock like that..

me: hahahahahahhaha!!! *laugh like mad*

then DeDe woke up, did his stuff, change and to my house!!!

home, i bathe then we had our "lunch" and waited for my parents to be home...

*zeng zeng ZENGGGG!!!* my parents are home.. *laughs by me* dede like so scared, then i have to change...then he dont allow me to walk away.. *i think maybe my dad and mum looks like some monster that will gobble people down anytime*hahahhaa* but i still left him alone in the living room to watch tv while i go change...i was done..then he made me sit beside him.which i walked to the room in like after 5min? cause i need to do my make-up!heex..then he followed me to my room...sat on the bed and read the papers...i kept walking from room to room arh [my house isnt that big, there's only 3 rooms *hahah*]...finally we're ready to go! it's 5:30pm la...like suppose to leave home like at 5pm?mummy's the late one leh...

*on the way to Grand Capthrone Waterfront Hotel for dinner*

tada~arrived...took pictures and blablabla~ dinner time!finally...then came the Professor who studies on Immunology [immune system & stuffs like that] she's so so so so elegant/gorgeous/beautiful/ etc etc....dinner was fine, then i gotta go to the ladies, he walked me there..heex..so happy to have him with me at such a dinner...it's damn grand leh..DeDe saw the ticket and the price for the tickets so he wanted to return the money to my dad, but knowing my daddy so well which he wouldnt take it, i had to try to give it back to him like at home la...dinner ended and more photo taking session...la la la...daddy had to send a auntie home so DeDe sat at at the front...

*on the way home-in the car*

HOME!![trying to pass my dad the money]

me: daddy he wan return you the money for the ticket,nah*[$50 in hand]*

dad: don need la

me: see i told u liao right daddy don wan de

DeDe: you like that he of cos don wan la

me: *trying again*daddy he say ticket expensive la..so wan return u the money

dad: no need la..now i treat u eat nxt time you treat me eat la

me: hahahaha..orh hor...you jia lat liao arh...

mummy: *laughing*like that you luggi arh, we treat u 1 person u have to treat so many

dad: nvm la..we go kopitiam la ok..

DeDe: okok...

me: hahahhahaa *still laughing like mad*

so i went to change while daddy talk to DeDe in the living room..this is only that part of everything yea..

Dad: dont go outside learn how to smoke and drink

me[in the room]: HAHAHHAHA*laughing like mad*

cause my DeDe he smokes and drinks..hahaha..i bet he's like orh hmm...hahaha...went to his house...suppose to mahjong but dont have..so good night~

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nothing much for sunday

went to expo for some seminar, met my cousins etc...

seminar ended then cabbed down to 85 bedok north market to look for daddy..im so so so desperate that i wish i can like fly home la..so i was in the car then talking to my DeDe over the phone asking what time is he leavin n stuffs..so daddy heard me..cause i wanna meet him!so daddy was driving damn fast la...professional driver..love to be in the car when dad drive...then reach liao, dad let me alight...i RAN! to his blk..then he came down..and i had blisters k..went to wait for his friend to come in the cab la...so good can hug him before he leave for another week..the cab is here and his friend waved to him, just like some little boy..hahaha..so tada..he's gona again..

went for dinner then headed home to watch pingpong..nth much though...so goodnight again~

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now im in the office..i played with my rubik's cube during lunch hour...

and i think DeDe is going crasy..he's calling me from time to time which is good la..but he's like, "i miss you i love you do u miss me?nth liao..i miss you byebye..." crasy fella...it's ok i still love him to the max...ahhaha..

looking at the calendar really makes me feel so happy..after this week comes next, then the next then september liao...then 2nd week of september the last week!!!so happy sia...

[pictures will be uploaded soon]

50th post

2008-08-15T17:01:00.003+08:00

50th post of mine..but like abit slow arh? started this blog lik 8months ago..

good news..4weeks left for my attachment before holidays come!!!
4weeks = 20 working days!!!
damn fast.. i'd like spent nearly 3/4 of the year in this office!! ok getting paid to online..hahhahaa..everyone here onlines...so no harm =)

today's friday, so tomorrow saturday.. ok dumb thing to say..but this means i can see my dear bf TMR!!!muahahaha..tomorrow having dinner...need wear nice nice..hais..lasy sia..but i bought my stuff..and i just spent $85 on my aldo pumps!!!YEAH!!!finally a pair of proper flats..hope it'll last...

later im meeting my friend wendy for menicure~~~ok..i know i know..im spending too much..cant blame..too pampered..hahah..im the only 1 left here for mummy to pamper!!!but mummy says im too old liao..she cannot feed me...say i so old liao still wan her pamper..
MUMMY!!I'LL FOREVER BE YOUR YOUNGEST DAUGHTER!!hahahaha..that's why im so pampered...

talking about pampered..im really fortunate to say..much much fortunate than my friends..i'm 18 this year... but..this attachment is actually my very 1st proper job...i've yet had a proper part time job man... that 4-5 months of post O levels holiday, i basically spent them by, playing basketball, night cycling with friends, wasting my time!!!miss those days..hahaa..i don have to worry that i have no money man..dad n mum always try to give us the best they can... since young, i've almost always got ALL the things i wanted...and i've had good food from time to time...holidays at genting[though it's only genting, but it's holiday away from home still!], goin for camp etc etc!!! i so love my mummy and daddy!!!mummy always pay for my SHOPPING!!!she's the bestest bestest mummy!hahaha..now i have to be a reader to mummy..as in to read a book for her..cause she cant read chinese..so sis not home..now it's my turn =D

it's goin to be 6 in about 45min time..cant time jus pass any faster during weekdays...and it goes so slow like nobody's business on weekends?or rather like start the slow slow pace on friday after work?!?!wouldnt that be great?heex...and have long long holidays...like a day of holiday have 48hours? I WISH!!!

blog again..hopefully will have nice pictures taken on tmr's dinner! =D

ITP-mates, last month of suffering before our month of fun starts! but then there'll be hell of 1 sem!!!! who cares..holidays 1st!!!

course mates..ENJOY HOLIDAYS!!!

what's love?

2008-08-14T14:57:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell me what's love?

love is something that's unexplainable[got such word not?]

seeing how my friend is suffering from pain hurts...it really hurt...

hearing every little thing from her about that fella...there was a chance for that wasn't given...she was taken for granted..for GRANTED!that kinda treatment sucks..it sucks..i know how bad that feels..for that your exsistance to that fella was like crap...only when you're needed he'll then be in your sight..if not i guess you can forget about it yea?

for the fact that i adviced you to have the patience and faith...but now i feel so bad, so guilty for being such a sinner, for i have told you those words to make you keep on hanging..so sorry about it girl...

to people who is being LOVE by someone but doesnt love in-return: if there is no chance that you'll be with that person who is in love with you...PLEASE..i say PLEASE...just tell them in the face that their love for you will not be returned by you..for that you dont wanna be with them, LET THEM KNOW!!!and this is the most important, [take note:MOST IMPORTANT!!!] if u don want them then don give wrong signal la...wan go straight keep signalling left...dont love dont want just say straight in the face...the fact is to clarify things earlier there will be less pain...and to hear things from the very person is less hurting then to hear it from anyone else!!!

to my dearest friend Amelia: for the dissapointment you've had is just a setback, but things will eventually be smoothen out in the future...this BOY may not be the man of your life, but he've been playing a part in your life. please stop your cries before i do anything drastic that you cant imagine...muahahahaa...last 1 last 1... im just too irresistably CUTE!!!

MY BOYFRIEND IS SO HANDSOME!

he's so overrated!by ME!

burden off my shoulder!

2008-08-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!I'VE COMPLETED AND SUBMITED MY MINI PROJECT!!!

phew~!a burden off my shoulders...

but before i could complete this damn thing, something nerve wrecking happened!can i say that it's nerve wrecking?ok my english is bad

thanks to that, i had a tummy ache la...stupid bloody F-ing lecturers who cant phrase their words properly!!!it stated at the END OF ITP..but some said we had to submit it like today~~~crap! whatever la...At least i'd completed the thingy

ok updates time...

friday my dede was back..i so wanted to like complete my project but failed~~too tired..

saturday..what a sucky national day...quarrelled with my bf la...for whatever reason it is..i don wanna say la..spoils the mood...I GOT TO SEE THE FIREWORKS!not lik nv see before..but it's quite nice..but i so hate the durain shell..blocked the view la...walked to marina square..it's Fuck!the entrance was so damn packed tt ppl coming up from the escalator was stacking!quite a cool experience la..but not fun to squeeze through the crowd..lucky i was smart to get my bf to walk outside MS, so we got through another side exit, that linked us to the mid of MS..saved tonnes of time...met his sis and friends...blah blah blah...THEN, came an idiot who hit me la..i was like WHO THE HELL~ ok it turns out to be felicia!!!so jus turned and hugged her!hahhahaa..her bf was there too...decided to left MS at about nearly 10pm..we made it to the MRT STATION!!!got back then bought my "dinner" pohpiah~~~yum...MAHJONG TIME!!!been ages since i play..who wan play money w me..hahahaa...Sleep time, already nearly 2am...

Sunday~~~slept till 12nn!!like wAAAAOHHH!!!!been ages since i slpt till so late...had some soba for "breakfast" then nothing much for the day...spent my day just staying beside him..like literally beside..till the time he need to take a cab...

kiss goodbye...i miss him still.....

pictures

2008-08-04T21:11:00.003+08:00

picture time..like finally..im too lazy to type..

so handsome right?

thats my boy...k la...lazy to upload pics also..

2008-08-01T14:48:00.003+08:00

QuizZZZzzz~!!!

Thanks to Ng WeiJie i have to do this quizz..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

- depending on the situation, I may:-

1) give him and our R/S a 2nd chance; or

2) give him one TIGHT slap and tell him it's OVER~

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

- to be rich that all the money can never be used up![dreaming]

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

- to get married on board a CRUISE!!like in the mid of the ocean, with the breeze and the setting sun....[waaoohhh~STOP MAKING ME DREAM!]

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

- not to say confused, more of a vague picture of it?

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

- something like my boyfriend, but taller can?less egoistic?

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

- to love some1 and being loved by that some1!!! is much blessed

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

- it depends if that guys is worth the wait, mayb 1yr?2yr?i wouldnt know.i haven waited for long..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- eh....why i kanna this quiz[si weijie] i dono arh..his problem la...change target..ahhaha

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

- got la..call and piss me off...

#10. Is being tagged fun?

- not so bad arh...

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

- married with one?and being rich..ahahhaa..

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

- my daddy mummy, my bro n sis, my friends and bf

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

- she very KNS arh..ahahah..jkjk...she's a matured sweet and crasy girl by now..

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

- RICH and SINGLE!girls can live without a guy but cant live without MONET $_$

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

- turn of my alarm

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

- no..i mus keep some reserve for myself..ahhahaa

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- both also don choose la...go find others..ahhahaa

#18. What type of friends do you like?

- out-going and open..of cos those i can click with, someone who's not just here for fun but able to go through thick and thin with.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

- HYPOCRITES!!!

Tagged by: Ng WeiJie!!!

People: Amelia, Cheryl, Felicia, Shengting, Samantha, HuiQi, WeiCong, AlanPea!

you're the chosen ones~!hahahahaha..

TGTIF

2008-07-31T17:38:00.002+08:00

TGTIF!!!
[thank god tomorrow is friday]
though it's only another 6weeks/30days to be spent in this company..but cant time just pass any much FASTER!!!F-ed up ITP...it's bloody 7MONTHS 2WEEKS!!!

I'm goin home...finally...

7 months!

2008-07-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

goody good mood but not really, cause dede isnt around...

7months le..time pass kinda fast, but can it be any faster?we've been together for 7months le..also dono how i tahan him for so long..ahhahaa..

i made my promise to you, and i mean my words..i'll wait for 2years and then it'll be forever...

went for my appointment on friday, it's like ouch ouch and OUCH!but the after effect was cool..ahhaha...finally i heard him, it's like a burden off the shoulders, cause i know he's safe and sound now..rushed back to his house and waited for him to be back...*bing boom bang*[it's the sound of his big big bag dragged down the stairs] then some ass appeared at the door step, IT'S MY BOYFRIEND!he lost so much weight...i went like *AHHH!DEDE~!!!*then i ran and opened the door then i hugged him so tight..he's back to me again!heex..then he shoo me off, cause he was smoking..so happy that he's with me...

then came saturday~~~planned to go out to town to shop, dinner and movie, The Dark Knight..but ended up sitting at my house watching tv..cause jiejie is like sailing the next day[sunday-27Jul]..so he let me stay awhile longer at home to talk to my sis..so sweet of him right? =)left home at about 1830, just nice roast pork ok liao, so he had some of it, lucky him...went down then *piak* my slipper spoil =( went up to change to my shoes then off we go to amk hub..queued at fish and co while he collect the tix...yumyum time, had dinner. but i think the food is getting worse from time to time. went to get drinks then to the arcade. MOVIE TIME!it's so damn cold, and the story is kinda draggy arh..but i like it. "why so serious?"you'll understand i u watch it. movie ended then we cabbed home..slping time =)

Sunday, nothing much for the day, basically slacked the whole day at his house, then acc him to TTSH to see doc.he's like so stress, he hates this stay in thingy...and he say's he miss me!heex...he's really so sad when he's booking in la..as in like when he got in the cab.he so sad, makes my heart so pain to see him like that..miss him loads...

back home and had my dinner.PIZZA!home made =D it's been ages since i had it.yumyum.then mummy's friends were here. and i had a chance to ask how my dad and mum met!and like how they got married. but daddy said it's because of the 1 sentence then they got married. i wonder what, can any1 tell me?

tmr im gonna meet Fel,mongying and Ting!subway~~~~~YEAH~!

HAPPY!!!

2008-07-26T17:43:00.002+08:00

my bf is just beside me now..

the day after tomorrow will be our 7th month together le...

dede is so evil just now, and he said: "wah, so fast going 7months le. also dono how i tahan you for 7months"

hhahahaa..but ok la i agree with what he say arh...cause as my previous post says lor...always make him angry...i so love my dede!7months then will count to 1 yr and it'll be forever!i hope arh..heex..

my dede lost so much weight le..he getting fitter and fitter..but im getting fatter and fatter!jia lat..i better start losing weight after i get my shoes..i wanna be 55KG!!!all the way~!!!!

will be meeting mongying, felicia and shengting nxt week..yeah!so miss these girls..heex..

im goin out for dinner and movie soon liao..byebye..i miss my friends~!

i love my boyfriend!

FRIDAY!

2008-07-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

TGIF!!! finally man...the weekend's coming...loving it..cause i'd be able to see my bf tonight!i hope he's really booking out...im gonna go for my appointment...then to my bf house..muahaha..so gonna wait for him to be home..if he is home im gonna surprise surprise him!heex...

true enough, absence makes the heart grows fonder~~

loving him more and more each day...

people say that im a lovely girlfriend and my bf is so fortunate to have me as his gf..but i dont think so arh..sometimes being my bf is quite stressful arh..cause he'd have to worry about me getting injured from time to time..and im kinda irritating..i get on his nerves, he'll get pissed off with me..then we'll quarrel..then we fight!muahahaha...dont understand y ppl say he is fortunate also..maybe it's just he is fortunate i have yet kill him for loving him?ahahhaa...

ytd my sis is BACK!!!she bought mango and brought it all the way from Karachi, Pakistan...so yum yum...but last night ate too much then stomach pain..ahahhaa...then sis gonna sail again..but this time is up north...taiwan, china, KOREA! and also to middle east i think...anyway these days the waters at Japan, china and taiwan area not very good..got typhoon leh...sea now also quite rough..hope it's smooth smooth for sis's sail...and hope she will bring back some things for ME!!!

muahahhaa...gonna be 5..goin to get yogurt icecream...and im gonna see my BF SOON!!!

com down

2008-07-23T11:25:00.003+08:00

this so suck big time...MY LAPTOP CRASHED!!!

so i cant update my blog at home anymore...im so not gonna leave my com at my bf house anymore man...

and and..im so gonna pass it to Galvin(sec 3 camp instructor) tmr to get it fixed man..but im so gonna be charged by him!damn...no more free fixing..ahahhaa...ok la at least he is efficient...

people who wanna fix com or what arh can look for him...looking for bf also can look for him?i think arh...he should still be single..hahaha...

www.crushw.com

thats the website to it arh...

my bf is so gonna kill his bro man...then he'll get pissed over the weekends...sigh sigh...

I WANT A NEW LAPTOP!

loner

2008-07-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

probably now..even if i off my phone for 1week also doesnt matter ba?cause i dont think anyone will look for me eh?no1 will be worried ba?

if u don wanna read on...FUC* OFF!!

i guess no one lik realise this...im actually kinda loner arh...i have thousand and one contacts of friends...but who can i really turn to when im really looking for someone?probably kinda tough eh?maybe just that few of them...

this period of time make me realise many things..probably more then the past few years...friends who you've been hanging out with for years may not be your true friends...some just treats you as a spare...when they're not able to hang out with some..they'll then turn to you..cause they know you are like there...it's just such pretentious kinda friendship..and it jus happens so that i meet so many people like that...

i envy people around me...they have friends who they're hanging out together like so often..having hell lotsa fun...people like my sis..just my own sis..she have friends till now they are still as close..since primary school...isnt that nice?they really can rely on one another..

at times..why do i choose to stick to my bf compared to some of my friends..cause i feel that being with him is much a happier time than to spend my time with some ppl...whenever a friend of yours have a bf...that person tends to get left out..why?cause some asses just have this thinking.. "aiya, dont need to call her la, she wont come cause she'll be with her bf de la"

isnt it so?even if to be present..everything's so fake..

what are friends really for?they'll care to inform you that they'll be going out on a particular day and ask if you'd be interested to join them...it's jus a simple qn..jus ask...and probably that will be the day that all will be out together again...

i miss you like there's no tomorrow...im down on my mood..it's aimless at times..cause im kinda getting sick of things happening around me...it's never ending...to people who have your siblings and your other half with you...treasure them...cause i miss my bro,sis and my bf...home is quiet...no1 is home...bro and sis are out at sea..that's why i dont like to stay home.theres no 1 to talk to..

dont wanna continue blogging... ... ...

erwin

2008-07-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

something happier..

i was discussing with ERWIN about my birthday present..so he said it would be i can get free rides from him, when he is free as he owe me my previous birthday present...and i will also have him as my chauffuer for A DAY after he get his bike...so it's YEAHness...

*heartless* both our promises made to be kept make me feel loved... says:
we make a deal arh..
*heartless* both our promises made to be kept make me feel loved... says:
make my bday present for 2 days arh
*heartless* both our promises made to be kept make me feel loved... says:
ahhahahaa
*heartless* both our promises made to be kept make me feel loved... says:
=X
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
ok lah
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
i be nice
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
if i free
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
and u need a ride
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
jus call me
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
when i get my bike lah

win..i have the evidence here liao!!u cant go back on ur words!!muahahaha...
so i was saying to him i'll have to tell dede about it before i get killed...so erwin said:

[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
tell him
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
don worry
[c=11]~wInD~ ...'I gotta step up"...[/c=11] says:
i wont steal his gf

argh~!!!slap u arh win...though sometimes we[win n me] don really talk..but im quite happy that i have a bro like him arh...he's able to make me laugh..crap with me and all arh..ok~in simple terms...he does stupid things.ahahhahaaha...

the pain of losing your love ones....

2008-07-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

just read a blog of a girl who lost her beloved boyfriend..thats about 1 month or so ago i think...

it reminded me of a friend who also lost her bf about 2months ago...

it's really a pain...not a pain in the ass la...

i cried, i teared after reading her blog...

putting myself in her shoes..i feel like @#$^%&^%&....

my vocab not good,cant express..

shit really happened this yr..earthquakes, friends & friends' whoever and my relatives passing on...theres nothing much that could be done..

thinking about will this losing of bf thing happen on me?

(slaps myself so hard for thinking about this)

cause im really down on luck this year...but i wouldnt wanna lose him...

2months ago..upon him[my bf] losing 1 of his best buddy..putting myself in (his) gf's shoes..i cried..

thinking of what will happen if i were to lose him?i wouldnt know..probably i'll just breakdown and cry?probably i will really become heartless?i dont know..thinking about if i lost him just like that..i'd cry...

sigh..thinking about this..he's going for outfield this weekend onwards!!!worries, worried...cause he's been ill these days...so weak..i hope he'll be fine...i wont wanna lose him!!!

to all who've lost someone, stay strong and smile..it's easy to say but hard to be done..especially for r/s that's for years...ppl will say move on blah blah blah...it's really easier said then done..but hope that time will really make things fade and i hope again, that all will be fine...dont do anything dumb(as in to commit suicide/even having the thoughts of joining your other half) to yourself..they wont wanna see you with them...they'd be watching you from above...or even just behind you...

for all whom love ones are still around..do treasure before you'll have any regrets...

DEDE!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

fucking damn it

2008-07-16T15:08:00.003+08:00

THIS IS FUC*ING UNFAIR!!!
B mod students are having ITP for bloody 7MONTHS & 2WEEKS!!!A mod students are having it for JUST 5MONTHS!!!BULLSH*T!!!
thanks to this bloody retarded gong gong spastic idiotic asshole!make test after 3 damn weeks of hols..who studies?after test is direct continue of syallbus..every1 would be in holiday mood!!!then bloody hell projects coming up...just after you can complete all your project, ICA!why cant ica before ica have any "study break"..jus a test have to put till after 3 weeks [term break]...then why not a study break before ica?bloody ass...thinking that what they do is the best for us[students]
CRAP!!!argh!!!

gotta find something to do... ... ... ...

i miss him

random

2008-07-16T14:18:00.002+08:00

I so need to get a new pair of pumps...this pair is such a gonner...
anyways...what've been goin on?

Saturday [12 July]

my bf booked out..then went to the movies at night...went to watch "red cliff [chi bi]"..a movie about war strategy..or rather, its the 3kingdom thingy...chinese history...the movie has got a part 2...anyway it's quite funny arh...watch it!

before movie..at newyork newyork[AMK Hub]..he fed me his food..heex...it's been quite some time since we really went out for dinner alone..jus the 2 of us..the bill was like $72 bucks?

after movies cabbed back to his house..

Sunday [13 July]

got scolded by my mum cause i've been staying out on weekends as he book out..hahaa...so she nagged and scolded me...blah blah blah..went home..waited for my maid to tabao..then i ate lik 5min..then i don wanna eat..cause im gonna meet my boy before he leaves..but end up..he's got fever..so went to TTSH...cabbed down..saw his company mate there to...they chatted..then went to wait for an hour or so, collected the med..then train back...cross traffic to pasar malam!!!bought some food for his dinner and my supper...yumyum...i got tired..so he sent me home..YEAH!finally, he sent me home..have been going home on my on..i miss him sending me home...

Monday

left work early...rushed back..just to do somethings..then went to send him off..and went for dinner with his daddy...home sweet home..im missing him again..

he wont be back till probably nxt fri / sat...CANT TIME PASS ANY FASTER THAN THIS!?!?!

Bro will only be back in the Sep...hope he'd buy sth back for me!!!heex..then i'll have beautifull photos to see!!!hawaii, japan..lots more..

read sth on weida's blog...about the tree, leaf and wind....kinda interesting...
it's not wind that blown leaf away from tree. but why tree didnt ask leaf to stay?it's all about BGR thingy la..life is just like tt...better say or do sth to make your love ones know tt you love them..before you lose them all...

i know some people [ eg. like AMELIA] complains that my blog is wordy..but im not using my lappy to blog..so no pics!!

thoughts

2008-07-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

too many things in my mind now..
8 more weeks to go after this week..finally attachment is coming to an end..
4 weeks for me to complete and submit my mini project for this attachment...
i've spent 5 months here..2 more months to go...time flies..really it flies..now it's already july..comin soon would be august...
Fel's turn having her bf leaving her for 2 weeks, there goes another guy enlisted to Tekong and another gal left crying...i hope she's fine...cause it's really a damn bad feel having your love who you've been together for 5months +...cause it's the same as my situation 1 month ago!

FELICIA!!stay strong girl =) k la..easy to say, but it's tough..but still we're here for you k? =D

haven't been feeling well since last week..probably now im goin down with flu...wanted to go swimming tonight..but thought about it..then i'll pass...so wanna spend time with all my friends..but time aint enough man..

my bf's only booking out on saturday...sadness...1 day to be spent..will he be booking in on monday?cause he may not be booking out nxt week...outfield for nxtweekend i think...sigh...misses misses..i need a hug so badly..thinking why dont i get banged by a car when i cross the road...hmmmm...maybe i should try?

im sick

2008-07-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

argh~!havent been feeling well since the week started...especially yesterday..woke up with a bad headache..dragged myself to work but end up also going home to rest..today...woke up fine..but..pain in the eye...so i got sore eye!!!and im suspecting that im having fever!argh!wat a week..been sneezing for the past few days..stomach aint feeling well...DEDE!!i wan you to take care of me..

oh talking about my bf..he's sick too..having cough...oh well...

finally friday's coming again..finally i can see him again..heex..

don wanna blog..i will try to upload my pics soon... people take care!don fall ill!!

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!

i want it all

2008-06-27T14:49:00.002+08:00

have such burning sensation in my eyes...argh!

anyways just blogging about nothing arh..as my mood goes..

was just chatting with my instructor...he said something happened to his wife arh..the shaft or sth broke..not sure what is it also...then need to kanna hospitalise..hahhaa..who ask him to bring her on track then never take care la..it finally gave way le..BOMB!go hospital stay liao..maybe 2weeks then can come out...so we continue talking about bike..he say he may wanna get another bike for road and the wife jus as to go for track..then we went on saying about me..asking me to take my lisence..i would want to..but i have to hide it from my dad...cause daddy doest allow me to take bike.not even let ppl pillion me!cause it's dangerous..but if you're fated to die you will die even walking!so was saying about helmets and stuff...probably can use my bf's helmet just for my prac arh...then throw my things at his house..so daddy wont find out about it..so he told me to get a FF for my prac...bloody hell..full face expensive leh...no money..ahahhaa...then if i wanna buy bike leh?by that time also 2 years later then say..hahaha..but i think i'll talk to daddy about it..and maybe if i dont tell i park it at my bf blk the carpark..hahhaa...anyone wanna offer to get me a nice helmet?hahhaaa

monday to friday..work and work nothingelse...on wednesday night was waiting for my BF to call..but he didnt..so worried i was thinking did something happened to him..tried callin his hp..no respond...sadded...waited till i fell aslp...he called me on thurs morning when i was on my way to work...so worried about him..he's having fever..since wed till ytd night still having...suppose ok le ba...

wanted to swim ytd night but not enough time..so nv swim le..planned to swim tonight but no1..so nah..so instead i plan to swim TMR!!heex...early morning go swimming...probably swim from 9-10...1 hour...then go bathe...after that i can take my time then go bathe..and stroll to take a bus down to pasir ris to wait for my boy...finally i can see him after 5days!!!so worried about him...hope he's well...

time flies i mean really..though i still have about 10weeks more to stay here..i mean like 30weeks..i'd spent 20weeks here..and i've been together with my bf for 6months by tmr le...time flies...been through kinda abit with him for this half year le..spent my last yr x'mas with him and friends..new year...chinese new year and his birthday..now waiting for my birthday!muahahhaa...damn sickening.he may not be with me that day..and on that day is a TUESDAY!crap...

surprise for him is just that i'll wait for him at pasir ris tmr...hope he doesnt get angry..heex..excited..so wanna see him in smart 4...hugs~!smelly him..hahaha..

hope it'll be forever more days to come and months and years for me to count till i die!*grins*

im not my age

2008-06-24T17:21:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog..not sure why..but there's so much things going true my mind..not like now..but it's since dono when arh...

so what is the thing that doesnt change?it's actually change..cause nothing stops changing..even people, friends around us...and to change is easier than not to..to stay unchanged isnt easy...so people at times do wonder why this isnt the same and that is no longer like that anymore..but cant be blamed...it's really tough to remain unchanged when everything and almost everyone around you is changing from time to time.. ..reality is cruel... face it! LIVE WITH IT! if not DO SOMETHING ABOUT UR LIFE!!!

oh well lost my thoughts...left 10minutes at work before knocking off...i guess i should continue some other day..

sometimes i wonder.. DOES ANYONE EVEN BOTHER TO READ MY BLOG?!!! oopx =X too loud...oh well..chao..end of my day...my bf should be back to me on saturday~

WHO WANNA GO SWIMMING ON FRIDAY?!

I SAW HIM!like finally..

2008-06-23T16:31:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOO HUUUUUUUUU..hahhaa...so happy..it's like finally 2 weeks passed...got to see him on friday night..it feels so good to be in his arms again..rushed down with his cigarettes..came out of the lift..i saw him..not more long golden fringe...he's BOTAK!and he've got so much darker...finally my bf is darker than me..haha...his head is so small..i mean really looks weird without his hair..but he lost weight..though not most people think so..but to me he really lost some weight..once again he held me in his arms..so warm....feels so good that i had to try to hold back my tears!heex..hugs and kisses for my dearest dede..heex..

weekends..did nothing much actually..slept over at his house..slack at home..that's all..wanted to go out to town..but lazy arh...so slack lor..went to buy things from the market on saturday afternoon..then went to my house so i can bathe..then went to his house..then waited for his mum to bathe then went to Thomson plaza with his mum,dad and sis..he spent 50bucks on me cause i bought sth at E2..ahhaha...then went to buy ice cream and SUBWAY!yumyum...then back we went to his house..had my subway..then watch tv till 11 then off we went to meet his brothers..then we watched ZOHAN!so darn funny la..hahhaa..but the ending not very nice leh..dono why la but just so...then went to watch soccer at 700+ with his friends..watch till half time..then cabbed back to his house with cheehong...go home sleep!

sunday...woke up at about 11+..then had brunch..then sleep again.haha...shiok right?but i put on weight again..sad sad..haha..didnt go home till 7+..acc him to buy cig, then to my house to take his mp3...no more mp3 for me..who wanna get me ipod nano?*grins*then sent him down to wait for cab..sad sad..he leave me for 5days...luckily it's 5days..if not dono how to take it man...hugged and kiss goodbye...i miss my love!

got home..got guests..so couldnt sleep..waiting for my dearest bf to call...cause they having check..officers scared they smuggle things in..hahaha...got his call..then fall aslp le..heex..

today!no monday blues..hahaha..emails emails calls and more calls..hahaa..keep calling to japan..like so fun...done with my stuff..went to have lunch with my sis friend as she's working nearby...then went to buy the things my sis need..it's like $30 bucks..then my wallet empty..i mean empty!gonna go home soon after i make my call...i love my life!

photos will be up soon...if anyone who reads my blog..hahaa...no tags!boring~

finally..FRIDAY!!

2008-06-20T10:15:00.002+08:00

finally finally..TODAY'S FRIDAY! why so exicited sia...cause friday means tmr sat means no need come work..but most importantly..MY BOYFRIEND IS BOOKING OUT TODAY!like after 2 weeks of not seeing him...miss him so much..2weeks say long but not very long..luckily time pass quite fast arh..if not i'm so gonna kill myself...miss miss miss..finally tonight don need to miss him anymore can see him le!heex..

just read a story of someone on the net..it's about a girl who's being self-centered that she neglected the other half and to realise what she really wanted was the support and companionship from the other half..i would agree...at times, we really do have to take a step out of the situation and look at it as an outsider..then you'll see what you're really missing out man..for me...cant imagine what things would be like if he's really gone..haahaa...
on wednesday night..i told mummy that i have boyfriend..she didnt say anything..ytd then she asked how old is he and if he's working..hahaa...

anyways...readers(if anyone do read) FYI: i wont be available for this wkend as i'll be out..heex..so call me to contact me..chao~ back to work~

sad heart pain

2008-06-18T14:59:00.002+08:00

saddening..so heart pain..dede's feet kanna infection again...and he said it's worse than the previous time he got it...

but so smart of him..go see medic..hahaha..then now..he cant wear shoes for 4days!so he dont have to train..what a lazy ass...hahaha..

dont know to call him lucky or suay la..go in tekong few days ltr, some1 passed away..stop training for 1 day..then after that another 1..stop training for 3 days..then now like that..cannot train for 4 days..hahaha...his booking out on FRIDAY!can hug him again..heex..

he just gave me a call..i so love him!!!

=D

2008-06-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

It feels real good to meet up with friends..but something is still weird or rather missing...dont know what it is anyway..so nevermind..

Things have changed..it's no longer like before..just read the blog of a friend..and it made me thought of things which im the 1 in the situation..i'd agree with her post...
do you feel neglected or left out by your friends when you're attached?i'd say yes..probably it's on the part that i didnt contact you ppl..but when you peeps are considering of callin some1 up and out to have fun..would i be thought of?i really wonder..
clique 2a1'04..does it still exist?are we ever seen as a whole?i cant think of an answer..friends of 5yrs goin on to 6..is it really a true friends thingy?sometimes i dont think so...cant it even match up to a friendship of only a year?been thinking about this..what do u really call a true friend..a best friend?or is it just hypocrisy among one another?or is it that when you're left alone for watever reason it is by that close buds of yours, then you'll call 1 out to accompany u?probably that's how i got treated?
i'd choose my friends to be with than my bf...friends do last forever?is there a forever as i last thought it does?i really wanna meet up with all my buddies and friends like when we can make it...but why do i meet up with my bf so often?1.he lives like so damn near me..2.aft work till the time i can meet some1 is probably 7pm and i have to leave by 10pm...time is short and not every1 is free!and im lasy to travel..weekends..i wouldnt know where to go..so just wanna rot at home..so i'd rot at his house..like cause no1 is home for me!and the thing i hate most..LAST MINUTE OUTING!that's like bloody hell irritating..then set meeting time and all..1 by 1 later then the other...buay tahan arh...can i really find some1 to talk to if i need some1?probably yes..but not u guys?my weekends are taken now by my bf cause he is booking out..ppl will say "wa liao eh..can bring him along 1 ma." but it's like depends on if he wanna go along..and others says "it's only ns...everyweek can see de ma..not a big deal" or "i wont stick to him blah blah blah"...wait till u guys get attached and you'll know what is it like..seriously i mean lets wait and see...
nothing will remain the same..everybody's changin and i dont know why!!!

ahh..nvm about that..
2DAYS MORE!!!friday's coming!!!hahaha...so excited?why for?he's booking out!like finally after 2weeks of not seeing him i can hug him again!!!aww..i so miss him..i dont know why...he's really 1 im looking for ba..some1 who can make me laugh and cheer me up..fight w me...not like those who will always apologise and give in even if im at fault!-so gay..hahaha...he's my love!arthur lim jin de is MINE!haahaa...madness..

oh ya..wats more..now exams are like after hols..that's crap...seriously i mean CRAP!!!3weeks of hols as "study break"...who will really study?it's like bloody hols la..study?crap..exams cannot put before hols..cause having lectures and no time to study?then put it after hols?u think we like sec sch or jc meh...not no time.is the matter if ppl wanna make time!puttin it after hols so we can study during hols..THEN DON BLOODY GIVE SO MUCH PROJECTS LA...think every1 very free meh...say during sch days no time to study...give so many things to do during the "study break" then ppl will have time to study?CRAP!lets' see the aftermath of this "study break"...omt..pray hard this thingy will be removed and back to the old style!

weekend was great

2008-06-16T13:31:00.004+08:00

How did u peeps spend your weekend?!

Saturday

went to downtowneast coasta sand chalet with my bf's mum and sis..it's a chalet organised by his mum and friends..reached there at about 3:45pm...then slacked..help to do some stuff then set up bbq le..didnt eat much..cause didnt felt like eating..*fast forward*

Sunday

woke up at about 9:40am though i slept at about 4am..couldnt really sleep..then at about noon..Jamie(my bf's sis) went swimming with her mum and friends..i didnt go cause i din felt like it..waited for them..then we went to WildWildWet...nothing much over there though...played that V slide thingy...kindy crasy when you're sliding down and u can see the slide!your butts off the float...it's omt..like you're gonna fall off any moment..then after that went to the slide..tunnel!i got stuck for a few seconds in the mid la..it's not scary..it's not steep enough..no fun!the funny thing is...sis(a auntie's daughter who's my bro's age) was stuck but she didnt realise..hahaa...cause the water was flowing..then she was thinking man..it's such a long ride man..hahaha..but after that she finally realised she was stuck..hahaha..then it happened to Joyce auntie too..hahaha..then we went for the family slide thingy...kinda crasy..almost flew off the float..hahaha...that's quite fun la...after that we went ard looking for tubes..so we can go to the lasy river thingy...got our floats then went there...after that went to Tsunami...not really exciting..cause it's kinda boring...just float w the wave..hahah...but can like tann there..haha..after that we went to KIDS POOL!thats fun man..played the slide there...so fun...ended up sliding down head 1st..hahhaa..this is scary...i slide down so fast i cant stop..ppl before me have yet gotten down..then i have to go inbetween their legs..hahhaa..then they fell on me...it doesnt hurt..but it's scary and if they were injured..OMT!hahhaa..but nothing happened..phew~ heng arh...then after playing at the kids pool...i wanted to swim...so we went to the swimming pool..I CAN SWIM!!!haha..like finally..but i need more trgs man...swimming is really fun..hahha..can train stamina also..heex..more swimming sessions to come..probably go swim w my bf!heex..see about it...then after swimming went back to bathe and eat..blah blah blah..waited for his mum and friend to pack their stuff before we left for home..by the time we leave..it's already 10pm!so then went to my bf hse to put his jacket back..then i walked home...got home..didnt see daddy...sad..wanted to wait for him to be back..but it's too late..mummy told me to slp 1st..cause today got work...sad..didnt see daddy..then nv celebrate daddy's day with him also...sigh sigh..bad girl..

later will be meeting amelia, cheryl and henderik at ljs for dinner..but as for erwin..see if by the time i leave is he still there or not..heex..

my bf(Arthur) will be booking out from Tekong on THIS FRIDAY!!!finally i can see him after 2weeks!miss him so much..heex..few more days to go..

Me Myself and I test - part 2

2008-06-13T15:37:00.002+08:00

PART 2!

My Marriage~:
How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.
What sort of wife will you be?You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

My Hidden Talent:

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

My choice:

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.

Your future financial status: You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy.

The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.

The last period of your life: You like to be in an peaceful environment with your old man. You get annoyed by the noise and turbulence caused by your grandchildren. They will even think of you as a mean person.

(hahahaa...weird weird..probably true?)

How deep is my Love for him?:

You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

You are persistent. It's not your way to get only half of your job done. You have an extreme character. You can be really nice to someone but mean to another. Anyway, your friends still like you the way you are.

(quite true i think..haha)

My Sixth Sense:

Your Sixth Sense Score: 83%

You certainly have the sixth sense and it will lead you to success.

(i do have a great sense!so trust my senses!)

My Working Style[this is the last 1]:

You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:
-a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
-the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
-an artistic taste and judgement
-the handling of tools and materials

With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

NO MORE~!gone~

Me Myself and I test

2008-06-13T14:43:00.003+08:00

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

true not true?alright la..i'm bored u see.hahaha..i post like nobody business!

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

here comes a few others~

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

hahaha..what a result-Kind and Gentle

Love n my Sweetheart:

Your man is a lot of fun to be with. His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.

(I think this is kinda true man~)

November babies

2008-06-13T10:22:00.003+08:00

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind.

haahaa..see that? dede~ i'm one of a kind! heex =D so you should treat me like some treasure on earth!muahahhaa...

kk.im like bored in the office la~~
today's friday the 13th..looking out of the office seems like the weather today is good...so guess what my supervisor said to me when i asked for work.. "protect the office from having anything bad happening" it's like -.-'" dots~ hope nothing bad happens today..
1 week le!hasnt seen him for 1 week..this is like so amazing...but it still feels weird without him around..then when he book out..there goes my weekends...so weekends reserved for my dear dede!heex..cant wait to see him next friday~~my botak now..no more hair for him!hahaha...miss miss miss him..
trg for ns men came to a pause for 3 days..cause 2 men just died like due to exhaution?who know what really happen..but they went away cause god is good to them and god doesnt want them to suffer!dont u agree with this?esp life in sg is like so crasy...everything on earth is rising!but not your pay..haha..so people do take care!

oh well

2008-06-12T13:09:00.004+08:00

getting kinda paranoid over sth that only i feel it's so..but i hope not *praying sincerely*

alright alright...my bf have been away from me for quite somtime..yes tts the test of our r/s..will we pull through it together?i hope..let me pass this bloody damn test tts gonna last for 2 damn yrs!will things for us go smoothly?i hope it will..cause i think we've had all the arguements we could..nothing more than tt i hope..he's doing fine without me in camp..having trainings that occupies most of his time..it's like so good la..i also wan..at the same time can train and get into shape..me?not doing fine at 1st but now i think im fine..still visiting his house like every other night after work n dinner at home..why for do i go to his house when he's not there?hahaa..to look for his sis..that little girl..it's fun chatting n slackin at his house w his sis...but i still miss him... yesterday he said sth scary..or rather the way he say it is so scary.."this is a test to our r/s" probably it's just tt he dont know how to express it to make me feel that it's just what he's saying...just received his msg having his assurance makes me feels good.. 1 more week before he book out!so wanna see him botak..how will he look?hmmm *imagine* hahaha..seems weird..hahhaa..we'll see what happens..

just got a call from mor mor-1 of his brothers..hahaa..those guys really miss him man..probably worried about him too..cause les(another bro of his) told mor that 2 guys in bmt passed away..but i think only got 1 ba..who knows...to dede's brothers and friends: he is doing fine at tekong..probably having fun..he kinda got used to the life there le..so don worry about him..i know u guys miss him..he'll be booking out on the 20th june, friday evening..will get him to meet u guys soon~!u guys take care~~~

so what about life now?it's kinda like NO LIFE!w attachment around..working aint fun at all..i mean not fun at all...it's such a bore to my life man...work from 9-6..6pm zhun zhun i zao..nothing much to be done in here too...like sian leh..after work nothing much to be done jus slack slack watch tv then sleep!every week praying and hoping it's friday soon soon soon..TMR's FRIDAY!loving it..he's not booking out yet but nvm about him..cause going to chalet on saturday with his sis n mum to his mum's friends chalet..sth like tt arh..so i hope it's gonna be fun..*praying hard that NOTHING will be under maintenance!*so that i can scream my lungs out to the fullest!muahahhaa..excited only...still thinking if i should like stay overnight..should i?

nothing much to blog about..bye~ shall blog again..some pics to be uploaded soon~

i miss

2008-06-09T15:34:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!!!

i'll treasure all my weekends spent with him..

i HATE WEEKDAYS!

can i have my bro and sis back at home?

bad bad bad

2008-06-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

things hasnt been going well for me..
my sis left sailing for 6months..bro left for 3months of sailing....so i'm like left alone at home..
i do miss my sis...i hate that feeling of loneliness at home..things at home is so quiet..i don lik it!never do i lik to be left alone...it doesnt feels good..
quarrelled with him on that day that my sis left...hse is like so silent...he is out for wat..to enjoy his last few days out...is it so difficult to let me tag along?i don understand...probably he still have yet got to know how bad it feels not having your love ones home...every single day he'll be able to get to see his bro and sis,meet his friends...what about me?it's never easy for me to meet up with my friends...for now not even to see my bro or sis at home...it feels real bad...so bad that i really wanna cry...i cant do or say anything..for all i say to him is wrong..for all i do is just annoying him...spoiling his day out w his friends/colleagues...so wat am i?i don ever understand...probably im just a girl who annoys and irritates ppl...do you you you and U understand how im feeling?!?!?can i have my sis with me?can i have my bro at home?sadly the truth is i cant...no longer in the mood for anything...probably i'll just fake my smile and laughs before you...but what you'll never wanna see is my frown or my tears...
it jus s*cks so much...i hate this feeling of having ppl to leave me!can i leave?

life

2008-05-26T14:55:00.002+08:00

alright alright...i'm kinda slacking off at work for the time being...im gonna sound like some eh....whatever u call it..ahahhaa..just read on..
what are besties?do they gossip and backstab another?probably it's been what i've experienced and heard of..yes..you can have a group of friends you hang out since like dont know when..but things like that happens..you'll be saying things to this person about that person which that person shouldnt know...ended up, this person tells that person, then that person came to talk to you and then 2 of you talks about this person...vicious circle...oh well, but finally you realise this is happening..you'll think twice and thrice wondering if you should say certain things to this person...ahh, all this is crap man..when you finally realise how true that person is to you, kinda late..but it's better than nothing!when u finally found out the truth of your friend, it's really a ugly thing to see...ah just crapping..
life is so so so so precious...any moment any where you may just be like *POOF* gone...though it's not the end of the world, a life ended, but the new journey for all begins...

oh my, this is part 2 alrdy..hahaaa...that upper portion was typed like yesterday (26 may)...
kinda worried about my bf and his brothers... to all brothers of TOR who actually reads my blog... please do take good care of yourself and one another!please do drink sufficient water to replenish your body and of course dont skip your meals!and do get enough rest for the sake of the long journey ahead of u!!!

sigh

2008-05-25T10:43:00.002+08:00

work hasnt been really fine last week...but oh well..that's life..
so what had u guys been doing for the past week?for me...I FINALY CHANGED MY HP!!!hahahaaa...like it's been 5months since im using Nokia2100...on vesak day, woke up early in the morning and went to pray with my family..then went to funan as bro gotta get things to fix up the desktop..then went home, bathe and out i went to meet my bf..hahahaa..went to amk as i had to get sths for my bro and myself..bought hp pouch, hp strap, and a crystal case for myself!hahahaa...then then then...went to jubilee's popularand bloody spent 20bucks on woodcraft!haahaa..and then went to my bf house and we built our home!haahaa...so crappy..spent 4hours on it...and like finally!haahaa...so went home like only at 12...back to boring working days...
yesterday which is a saturday, went to expo with him to look for his mum and friends...got to expo at about 3plus i think..then walked at the robinson sales, then to the food fair..the crowd is so damn crasy!!!and i think we walked till about 9pm..damn crasy...so tired...got back to his house then he went to bed and i went out to meet amelia!haahaa...while waiting saw pris..then came amelia,so we walked to mac and chill...it feels damn good to meet up with a close friend for chat man...and i got back my cube!like finally...after 5 months..hahhaa..chatted all the way till 12 plus then went home...2 hours is nv enough for me and her man...
as for now..woke up at about 9.30am then i got shocked and i jumped out of my bed..and i meant i really literally JUMPED OUT OF BED!his friend passed away..sigh..
life is so short...you'll nv know what will happen the very next moment..you may just lose your love ones like that...cherish every happenings in your life, may it be good or bad..cherish it for you wont know how important that person is to you till u lose him/her..

2008-05-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

as usual..nothing happening..
went to singapore flyers yesterday, nothing much over there...just that the queue is so damn long!!!walked around then went home...as in his home..then slept over at his house...luckily didnt get killed by my mum..hahaa...
i so wanna buy w910i!my bro bought it today!damn!it's so nice la...anyone wanna be nice and buy me a birthday present in advance?hahhaa..
oh well...life's kinda bored with work..i wanna be back in school for lessons then to work!!it's best if i can be back in secondary school..those days were fun..with all the friends..disturbin teachers,slacking together...
oh well...SO NO LIFE!!!
blog soon...

pictures!

2008-05-03T11:32:00.016+08:00

1st tanning session with my buddy!more to come by...
total coincidence that we all wore white on that day!it's x'mas eve if im not wrong..hahhaaa...

his birthday!i waas so dead tired after camp!but i have to be with him..cause it's his birthday!

so sweet of him to draw this for me!

huggables!

ke lian de mongying, she had to finish up tt thing in 1 mouthful..hahaa..she was the 1 who set that forefeit!

it's so bloody scary for some1 to carry you on the shoulder!!!i was screaming lik mad!!!but he's sweet...

I'm white!and of cos i'm CUTE~!hahahaa...

specky me!

you rarely see her so glam...or rather, that's my first time!

i just so love this boy.. q:)loves <3 align="center">

that's all for now...gotta fly!bye all...take care...

the truth

2008-04-26T13:22:00.002+08:00

well oh well..life's been good for me..alright nothing happening though..10 weeks of itp,making all the faults i can..but it's alright still..hope i wont make anymore mistakes...
gotta knwo that my bf is going for his BMT le..6 june he'll be leaving for tekong..okok i know...it's not like forever..but it's 2 damn weeks that i cant see him!sigh...hope that 2 weeks will pass by real fast...

what's fate?people always say let fate decide...but some say don not let fate control our life...how do you define that?you see..you have 2 path to choose now,either A or B..so you'll be thinking if i choose A there will be this happening,so you chose B.or the other way round.but ending up the path that you chose will have a ending that you mayb not like it..so you will say i should have chosen the other path instead of this.lastly you'll say..this is fate...so what fate exactly is?no matter what you do is still fate...so does it mean that we cant control our lives without fate controlling us?

it's all up to one doings and their thoughts,what you'll become are thanks to what had happened to you in life and how you react to it.one will mature once they realise what's really going on around them...

i don't want my life to revolve around a group of friends..can we ever be revolving around one another?
questions fills up my mind and it'll always keep me thinking and looking for solutions.

miss those good old days...

2008-04-19T12:41:00.002+08:00

it's been quite some time since i blogged huh..
when was the last time i did?oh well nevermind...last saturdayi got to go to SENTOSA!!!muahahahaa...excited sia..cause this time i also a post camp event...i'm off to sun tanning first...at tanjong beach...damn it...just started tanning for awhile...there comes the rain coulds...RUN!!!!chao off to siloso beach to meet up with the campers...rain rain rain...but it's fun!we played tug of war~~~~!so cool so fun but so pain...got to vs the RP peeps...and it ends with the rope tore apart man...WE'RE TOO STRONG!hahaaa...after that,nothing much happened...played in the water...and probably...i can swim if i get a pair of goggles?haahaa...no 1 knows...maybe i should try 1 day...hahaa..but i hate to go to swimming pool!!!oh well...after some time,got sick of stayin there..I WANNA BATHE!so some went to bathe with me!after that...went to VIVO~!to get my new pair of slippers!!muahahaaa...num...just that day i spent $50~!!and i didnt even had anything to eat...oh well...damn tired...so went to the interchange to take a bus home...i miss bus rides..hahaa...and i slept in the bus...bing bang bomb...i hit my head against the "window",the handle bar of the seat...it's damn painful~!!!almost missed my stop..so tired!walked back to look for my bf...walked pass the basketball court..i saw my buddy!JAC!i miss her so much..hahaa.i also wanna play bball!!!but cannot play..cause dede dont like it..but im still gonna play it some day after my attachment!
yesterday,went back to school...i so miss school..and i miss my secondary school MORE!!went ack to look for my LO,and also get to meet friends..saw so many people!and also met people who i used to play bball with...what a coincidence..singapore is damn small!!!and of course i got to play BBALL!!hahaa...did a few shots..but oh well..it's been a year i guess..since i really played...went back about 5...dede waited for me at the station for i guess,30min?hahaa..got t play mahjong again!hahaa...addicted sia..didnt lose as much this time round..means it's good!hahaa...then ahwee came...then after mahjong..went to look for my buddy..she's sick..stupid kok!can you like take care of yourself and get SUFFICIENT SLEEP!dont be an ass and make yourself suffer!and of course,went home after that...
thanks to this attachment..i realise how lifeless it is to work!that's how i feel..i dont wanna work..although you get paid...but i still wanna be back in school!!!all the fun that you can have with your friends...having things happening..i miss those good old days i have in the past with all my friends!sigh...but you cant turn back time...those can only be kept in my heart as the best memories...but i just hope somethings can happen again!i miss those fun!i'd be back to blog..i guess...another week or so?i wanna post photos but i cant thanks to my lappy that crashed!tak care all...every1 is falling sick..do drink lots of water to hydrate yourself!smiles q=)

something interesting..

2008-04-06T16:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday,thought not a very fun day,but at least gotta meet up with my buddy for a short while..went to northpoint to get mystuff..end up i didnt man..sadded...oh well..at least we met up to chat..took train back then to look for my boy boy..things happened...unhappy moments...it got better towards the night...he slept while i watched tv...heex...went to temple at about 21:30...then learnt somethings on palm readings and realise,i have many bad friends around me,like people who actually betrays and backstab me~!!probably true...hahaaa...experienced stuff like that already...the older you get,the more you'll realise how scary the fact humans are...

then then then..went to my dede house...heex..

watch tv then i go sleep...woke up at about 11+ then can eat le~!sushi!!!thanks to his mama...had fun cooking with his sis too~!haahaa...now im home watching tv~!!time to bathe...hahaaa...stinky!

woohooo~~~steamboat at home~!!abalone and scallop~!!!so tempted...soup soup!!yumyum...

im gonna eat healthy now!as in from tody onwards..stay away from junk food as much at i can...slim slim slim!

random

2008-04-05T10:51:00.002+08:00

well oh well...IM SO SICK OF ATTACHMENT~!!!

can the time jus be fast forwarded to 12th september?that'll be my last day at attachment...

is love a simple thing to all?i dont think so...every now and then i see people having trouble, thinking and questioning...when will this world be simple?~!!!

school's gonna start for poly peeps...i also wanna go bac to school~!!!

i miss hanging out with friends..laughing lik there's not tmr~!!!

photo's to be uploaded soon when i get it...

waiting for school reopen,the forming of bball team and clique organised chalet~!

2008-04-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY~!any1 got fooled today?not for me...
oh wel...have yet updated for the past few weeks...was busy over the weekends with FO preperations and actual FO CAMP~!
the camp was good such that the campers did enjoy themselves...though not the 1st day...
gotta know many new faces....people who are interesting...our best night walkers who sang as they were walking...people who actually tasted soap...haahaa...
gotta know girls like noelle,angel,li ern,elite,charlene and many more....guys lik jordan,fairul,justin,ilyas,rydwan,duwi and many others...cant rmb their names but i remember your faces~!!!
so what's gonna happen on the 12th April?lets wait~!SENTOSA~!!!!
i'll be back soon to give an update~!